"Now" Feelings

I am alone and I want the world to leave me as such
Detached, thinking, pondering
Deep in thought
Deep in love
Deep in madness
Nonexistent to the world, as the world is non existent to me
Dead in the eyes of all
And alive in the eyes of my own
My flame for life wavers with neglect
And I shall but drift in between waters
Drowing myself with flickering hopes
in the sea of reality's cruelty...