Discontent, Quit Bugging Me

It's been a while since I updated my blog - seems like I almost always get suddenly memory-erased whenever that blank text box greets me. Although I felt that I have much to say, the emptiness of the box would suddenly reflect itself in my brain. I am currently in one of DLSU's computer laboratory with Imago blasting away their "Tara Let's" single downstairs. As much as I'd like to join the fun, I feel so drained that I don't really mind staying up here and spend some quality time with the computer.

I've spent the past few days photoshopping our video (picture by picture animation) that I don't really know if that was really a wise thing to do, but somehow it did work cause the video did look good. Marie did the video editing though since she has the program in her laptop. I wonder what it would be like if I atlast would be able to get myself a worthy computer where I can store in as many programs as I'd like - programs in mind... PS (obviously), Flash, Maya, Dreamweaver, Corel and Adobe Premiere (or at the very least, Pinnacle).. but of course I guess I have to take things one at a time.. Oh well..

I've been sketching again. After my friend lost more than half of my sketches before, I was so devastated that I lost the drive to doodle. Recently, for some unknown reason, I've began to doodle again - to a point of frustration since I cannot get the images I want - realism truly isn't part of my talents. Somehow I wish I'd be able to get better with what I have right now. My problem now is, how the heck do I get these images scanned..

(Mom says we have a scanner at home, but when I asked my uncle to install it in our PC, he told me he was lazy to. So I wanted to do it myself, but I didn't know where they placed the CD installer. I asked my dad and uncle, but apparently they seemed to have misplaced it. No CD, No program. No program, no scanner. Am I approaching this the wrong way???)

I am such a discontented little girl.